hi, welcome to the board, you might want to say more?

most of us have been diagnosed for some time and having treatment through medication and sometimes therapy so we are already in what might be called "recovery" and have been for some time?

"I'm really not ready to go through another year, but I have no choice but to keep going, even though it is in circles, stuck, in a big fucking trap called life!"

"After years of going through my own struggles, I'm now putting all my thinking and research I have done about what life is really about into action. I've realized I have pondered life's existential questions long enough and decided to leave it to the philosophers to ponder and articulate with their own semantics. I myself will say we exist, we are here to lead a prosperous life, and I accept the fact that meaning is one's own personal journey to find. I promise myself that I will not leave it to my death bed to think that I wasted a perfectly good opportunity to live life, instead to be gracious in death knowing I lead the best possible life I could given the resources I have drawn upon, for myself and my family."

where are these quotes from?

Google is everybody's friend these days Mr Fish.

sigh. I wanted to make sure they weren't coming from this board - I see they aren't so ok. welcome back.

Hear me ROR!!!!

"Google is everybody's friend these days Mr Fish."

Not if you are Yahoo. :)

Mr Fish, can I give a shout out to some old friends?

of course

HannaHana..first and foremost!

...zzzzz....Shelly4 then

Aww. Thanks Maria. It's been a long time. I'm at a point in my recovery where I want to live a better life than I have been. I don't want to look back on my life and feel regret for not living it to the fullest. My medications and therapy keep me fairly stable, however I'm not leading a "fulfilled" life. Any ideas would be great.

So what is it that you're going to do in your recovery to lead a more fulfilled life then?

See how the cat in your avatar wants to just lay there? Then all of a sudden "something" picks it up and gets walking?

I'm stuck in the rut of life. Just daily . Nothing to do. My bf takes care of everything, so I don't HAVE to do anything. Years of nothing has made me weak. I try exercise, but I never stick to it.