I am letting go of the need to control those things I have no control over, and that is everything but myself........and it feels pretty damn fantastic!!!

The moment that thought went through my head......I felt the weight being lifted from my shoulders. The only thing we have control over is ourselves and the sooner we learn that, the better everything will feel. I know alot of you know this....but I am a chronic obsessive compulsive person with a pretty crazy past and I had to grow up pretty damn quickly and was the main problem solver for many, many years.

I have to keep this thought that I am feeling in the forefront of my thoughts....and I will try like hell to do that...because right now, right this very instant I am elated in peace and I just can't express enough how good it feels to me, well I just may have! lol Hope you all have a wonderful and peace filled night!! oxox