Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
i dont actually know where ive been for the past few months
in a state of blissful balance.
nice use of alliterative bilabials there.
i have 6 huge exams looming. and i dont even know where to start i feel like ive got this huge moutain to climb and im stuck at the bottom under a rock like a crab. (simile)
i have been offered a place at three universities and i chose Bath Spa to study Literature.
i dont need such high grades to get in, as i would have done for cardiff or bristol. however i do for my own self worth and fulfillment need to get
3 A's at A level literature, law and psychology.
i cant even think straight anymore. my whole head a fuzz of nerves and anxiety. thats one thing i have a lot of anxiety lately unexplained. just sudden dread of something, not even related to exams.
i have put on LOADS of weight.
i feel like a beached whale, my confidence is in my boots i look awful everywhere i go and everything i do makes me conscious of my body and how i look and i feel disgusted and ashamed of myself.
there is no excuse for this other than greed and laziness.
feeling quite depressed about my current situation but i think this is purely based on my situation nothing illness related to be honest.
in a state of blissful balance.
nice use of alliterative bilabials there.
i have 6 huge exams looming. and i dont even know where to start i feel like ive got this huge moutain to climb and im stuck at the bottom under a rock like a crab. (simile)
i have been offered a place at three universities and i chose Bath Spa to study Literature.
i dont need such high grades to get in, as i would have done for cardiff or bristol. however i do for my own self worth and fulfillment need to get
3 A's at A level literature, law and psychology.
i cant even think straight anymore. my whole head a fuzz of nerves and anxiety. thats one thing i have a lot of anxiety lately unexplained. just sudden dread of something, not even related to exams.
i have put on LOADS of weight.
i feel like a beached whale, my confidence is in my boots i look awful everywhere i go and everything i do makes me conscious of my body and how i look and i feel disgusted and ashamed of myself.
there is no excuse for this other than greed and laziness.
feeling quite depressed about my current situation but i think this is purely based on my situation nothing illness related to be honest.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Good luck with exams- sympathy for the stress of it all x
being diagnosed borderline, when infact i know 100% that this is untrue has made me realise that i know myself and i am proud that i understand myself because it seems a lot of people don't.
It's great you've gotten into a good school and are working so hard..
I hear ya re the beached whale..sigh.. it sounds like you've been working really hard on your well being.. Kudos to you Mush..xo
i feel lonely most of the time i am a cloud drifting along on my own.
sometimes its nice to have input from lovely people