But I'm hypomanic at the same time.... I feel like Chicken Little on crack.....

I dont have it but Im not in a depression either.. I hope that miserable feeling will soon be history.. big hug of comfort for you..x

I'm with you on this impending doom. I just feel that I keep winding myself up to do the mundane, and run out of energy and crash. Then I have to try to wind myself back up again, and there it starts all over again.... sick of this why does everything have to be so hard for me?

My experence with a sense of impending doom is that it is just a feeling and nothing more. It is a feeling that something awful is about to happen or will happen soon.

People confuse it with being psychic about some awful event about to happen in there life when the fact that it is only a feeling that is being felt and no such event ever happens.

They might confuse their feeling with some worldwide event that really has nothing to do with them and is just coincedance.

It can be a very strong feeling though and can dominate the persons mind and feelings.

So do I, have that feeling. I have been having it for a couple of days.The catastrophic nightmares -- tornados, fire, earthquakes. But just a general uneasiness while awake.

This is my problem: I miss Christmas, Winter IS coming down hard on us, I feel guilty about some of the things I did this holiday, father-in-law is ill, my 18 year old bird is dying, and my mother will not be here to spend the long winter with me.

Honestly, I am thinking about joining a water aerobics class for winter. (Oh, yeah, I miss the pool, too.) We have a couple of indoor classes around here. That might keep the depression from hitting. MK

MK did you know Disneyland is or has raised it's entry prices?

I don't need an entry price. Because, I live in the MagicKingdom. MK

Whenever I am not numb or crying, I am feeling a sense of panic. I have no idea why. I would care but I think I am just too tired of fighting. At least I am not alone, I think. Not sure cause I am just so numb.

Nope, no impending doom. Just hopeful anticipation at each new day, in spite of the winter, and the long haul of bicycling indoors for another 4 months, being forced to lose 15 lbs before Feb to get into that stupid dress.

My hope continue to be that Jesus has my best interests in mind. I've been through so much physically the last 2 years, it is pretty hard to believe things could get worse. And the more I hurt, the closer it brings me to Jesus.

But I do pray for all of you who are anxious and worried about the future. I hope you will find your confidence in a relationship with the living God, who has promised to never leave us or forsake us.

I think its caused by our chemical imbalance.

I go back and forth from feeling impending doom...to feeling like I might have a better New Year.

It suxs

Yuck!!! I HATE that feeling!!! It's trying to come out in me and has been trying for the last few days. I upped my Xanax a bit and I think it's at least holding it at bay!!
Good luck, all you who suffer from it!!! I hope it goes away soon!!! Take good care!!! (((((Hugs)))))