I would be so pissed if you decided to leave this earth..... then I wouldn't ever get to know you!!!!!!!!

aw really?

yeah definitely, you look so beautiful in your avatar! Haha maybe I should bring more color into mine.. you're makin me look bad lol ;)

So what do you and your smiling face like to do through out your day? Some fun things I hope!

what r u talking about i think u look so pretty in urs i clicked on ur name so i cud see the pic bigger but ur profile is on private

thank u btw:)....i like to read and write stories and watch tv:)

what do u like to do?

oh yeah someone told me to make my profile private because I was complaining about creepy old men creepin around me. SO I made it private... maybe I should change that for my friends.

Well I try to have some pep in my step going to school (studying dance and spanish at the moment) I just started volunteering for NAMI and I will be speaking in front of high school and college students about my illness... but I haven't done that yet.... I'm a little nervous to do it but, we shall see!

I try to exercise.. walk.. run.. lift weights when I have the motivation.

I play my guitar (not very well.. but its fun)

And I paint.


WHat about youuuu?

Let's get back to how you're feeling... are you okay? I just want to make sure you're feeling better than you were a moment ago.

thats really cool! i just go to school...im studying psychology..i wanna help people ....im writting my second book now but right now im not motivated and i dont feel like wrtting now...can i be ur friend?

i feel very broken right now but i think im ok..u talking to me makes me feel bettter...idk wat to do to just calm down..my mind is racing a million times faster

Ya I would love that

I know that feeling.... racing thoughts... breathing slowly in and out of your left nostril helps calm you down.

Ok I friended you. Write me a message if you wana get stuff out and I'll get back to you A.S.A.P. I was having a hard time with agitation and I took an anti anxiety pill so now I'm really sleepy and need to go to bed.

Sweet dreams my darling friend! You are not alone! People love you!!

This close to Xmas?

Maybe wait to see if you finally get the desire to live owed to you by God.

Don't mind me. )