Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
So it's me again and I'm not doing well. I miss my babies. I'm the one who lost custody of my 7 kids and now they live with their father.
With Christmas coming I'm feeling very alone even though my fiance has moved in with me. I can only see my children for 2hrs a week and it is breaking my heart. Even more so is the fact that my children had a school concert and they didn't tell me because their father told them not too because he didn't want me to go. He still hates me and I'm struggling with it. Part of me still loves me - God we had 7 kids together. I would never want him back but I would like to be friends.
Every time the kids ring me for money for school stuff I give it. He even ran out of petrol one day and had no money so I GAVE the kids $50 to give to him so he could buy some. NO thank you whatsoever.
What did I do that was so bad that some one could hate me so much that they don't even want to be in the same room as me. I feel very alienated from my children. I ring them every night and even bought them all phone plans so they could call me when ever but they never do.
Now I'm just some one they know
With Christmas coming I'm feeling very alone even though my fiance has moved in with me. I can only see my children for 2hrs a week and it is breaking my heart. Even more so is the fact that my children had a school concert and they didn't tell me because their father told them not too because he didn't want me to go. He still hates me and I'm struggling with it. Part of me still loves me - God we had 7 kids together. I would never want him back but I would like to be friends.
Every time the kids ring me for money for school stuff I give it. He even ran out of petrol one day and had no money so I GAVE the kids $50 to give to him so he could buy some. NO thank you whatsoever.
What did I do that was so bad that some one could hate me so much that they don't even want to be in the same room as me. I feel very alienated from my children. I ring them every night and even bought them all phone plans so they could call me when ever but they never do.
Now I'm just some one they know
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Mom and I have errands to run this morning. She said we can get sushi for lunch though. I go back to work today. What are you looking forward to this weekend?
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Quick, before the evil MONday gets here! Let's climb those mountains, dance in the meadows, dip our feet in the ocean....Okay, so most of us won't be doing any of That. Sadly. But today can still be a great day!The area behind our back fence is on an incline, with less than two feet on even ground at the top. I don't balance well enough for the incline, but our mower guy mows that...
Time has the potential to improve things. We need to keep that hope.
know that you haven't done anything wrong to cause this rift and keep hoping.
big hugs and puppy kisses
Try to do the best you can to accept your situation. Pray for strength because this is a lifetime struggle and anyone who is a parent would say the same thing.