Please go easy on yourself...No One knows the shoes you have walked in! just like you don't know their's either. FB is where people can post Anything they want! Or wish that they had or did..don't do and don't have. My son's father wrote on his page he went to law College....Ha Ha...in his friken dreams! for me, I stopped going on FB for that very reason...

It’s how I keep in touch with family and old friends. It’s one of my main sources of socialization or I would delete it.
I need to control myself

You haven't fallen behind you just had to pick up the side carreer of being bipolar like lots of people. My classmates were doing all that stuff while I was getting stable. But now I have been for a few years now and I still got to do everything and I think I appreciate it more

Your not an idiot Kisses, you just need to tighten that self-control filter a bit and not worry about what people from the past are doing. They have their lives, you have yours....the 2 don't compare.

Remember God is good and social media was created by the Devil.

Yes indeed Kat.
On the plus side of all this, after I did all that my first instinct was to swallow a handful of ativan and down a bottle of wine. But I went to my sisters and had coffee and cigs while we had a heart to heart. Several years ago I would have dies before spilling my guts to this sister. Just goes to show the growth I’ve experienced.

And I forgot my frog
Fully
Rely
On
God

I still feel shitty but if I still do on Monday I can call my therapist for an impromptu appointment

Most times its better to block certain people on FB and just use it for the people you intend to. Like I only use FB to keep in touch with my sons, and nephews and nieces, co-workers and close friends, I'm very picky about who I let on it, and very easily block who I don't....I don't really care if they don't like it.

I'm not one of those people who live my life on Social Media, partly because of what my profession was and partly because it's just not my thing, on the flip-side I also don't really like to read everybody else's daily life on FB. I don't really care if your child swallowed his first cheerio today...big deal...if he's 2 and reading Keats that's something to post about...not the damn 2nd Cheerio he stuck up his nose.

Ha!! I did delete people I don’t talk to. And I deleted relatives who annoy me and certain “friends” who all they post is baby stuff. I’m pretty happy with my friends. I am fab friends with my pastors so that helps me not to post a lot of stuff. In a good way.
I did block the ex so I have no idea how I was able to find his profile.