I Told Eric's grandma I get my housing papers.  She had a fit.  She yelled at me about the lease and that I could be liable for half the years rent.  I told hear I was sorry that you don't know when the papers arrive.  They just do.  She said she would call and change the lease.  Later she saw me crying and asked what's wrong?  I told her because she was mad at me.  She said she wasn't and things would be all right.

I called a friend and she said get a look at the lease.  I did that this morning and I was told the lease wasn't typed yet so nothing has been signed and I was fine.  Then why did grandma say that?  Probably beacause she does want to lose her servent.

I feel so stressed, I'm afraid of having anoth big nervouse breakdown.