Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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meme88 08/28/2008

I forgot to take my pill today untill about 430 5 pm...so i took them when I remeberd..I am all kinda gapped out and its hard to fiuger shit out in my head or at all..My bf called * i only get to talk with him one or twice on weekday cuz of are work shifts* He asked how i am Simple rite fuck no hesated on that then said good he asked why I hesated then I told him i forgot my pills. He explans that him and sum guys are going out for sum beers after work form buddys "goingaway" and the guy its is for is PROBBLY bring his gf..and he asked if I wanted to go I ask I dont no well see think fuck I dont want to be the onlu girl he flips on me asking make my fucking mind up yes or no I explan maybe I dont want to be the only girl he says did u hear me say he WAS picking up his gf.. I said fine yes after he says fuck next time I ask you a simple yes or no when I only have 20mins for a break and 10 i spend on this i'll just take it as a on.. ITS NOT SIMPLE I YELLED I TOLD YOU I WAS GAPPED OUT!!! I could of went on but didnt brother I can barely get everything out when i put on the spot and feeling like this.. NOW i sit here feeling like shit wanting to ball my eyes out oveer stupid shit! I am so mad sad hate aghg FUCKK THIs is so stupid And I know no one will answer to shit cuz its ju7st me loseing it witch suck support groups my ass

dancingd 08/28/2008

Well,I get the jist of what you were trying to say,although the wording was kinda hard for me to follow..you forgot your meds..you feel like crap,your Bf only calls once in a while,(you miss him?)..and he asks you to go have beers w a bunch of his buddys...maybe one other chick there...you are NOT in the mood,he comes down on you for feeling like crap,you come down on him for putting you on the spot...and now you are crying?

Sounds totally reasonable to me,if I'm understanding right.I'd be crying too...sometimes they just don't get it

deleted_user 08/28/2008

Vent all you want. I am so sorry you are struggling. Breathe

agrandkitten 08/28/2008

if you do not want to go out with bf to have a few beers, you do not have to. Try not to give into every demand that comes your way, BF or not. You have to think about what is right for you. Besides, when you are on meds, you really should not be drinking anyhow, but i think you already know this. Take care of yourself, and if BF comes down on you for not wanting to do what you know you shouldn't, maybe he is not right for you.

meme88 08/28/2008

sorry I suck at spelling gets wrost when I am upset.. really my bf called to say he was going out friday for a going away party* at my fave chicken wing/bar* with sum guys frum work and the guy it was being held for was bring his gf and if I wanted to go... But when my bf said it he said hes probbly bring his gf not his is so I wanted to wait and see frist how i felt tommrow *mood wise* and if she really was going. THen my bf gets all upset cuz I didnt say yes or no cuz he hate not getting a yes or no when its a simple yes or no qustion.and now I just sent him a msg saying how upset I am and how I understand why his upset but he knows I have a hard time when I forget to take my pills and then I just kinda mealt down and tell him how much I hate this brain of mine and it chemical in blance..now I am all clam and thinking it over.. feeling like shit for getting all upset...but not..but iam lol

meme88 08/28/2008

lol wow ok my bf isnt that bad he didnt insest i had to go he just wanted to know and i dont drink I just wanted to go get chicken wings lol hes the one that would be haveing a beer or two but not to many *he has to drive lol*
I think the reason i got upset is cuz he just would say ok i'll call u tommrow and see if ur ready to go if not i'll see you saterday insted he said fine i'll pick u up after or if its to late i'll see you saterday moring but since i only see him once two or 3 days a week i got more upset and felt overwhelmed so said yes and then though oh shit what if I am moods are still up and down.. i'll deal with it use to dealing with my moods inside and not showing them cuz I am in a scoal setting..man I make my bf seem like an ass ...of my spelling shit.. okay I know my spellin is shit and my grammer

deleted_user 08/28/2008

I'm sorry you're struggling now. It was hard to understand parts of your discussion, but don't go out drinking if your meds are messed up. Don't add to your confusion. You're in the right place for help friend. Barb-Detroit

meme88 08/28/2008

I don't drink... and thanks for ur help you all sorry my spellin sucks

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