I know how you feel, I had to give up school for this damned bipolar disorder sh*t. I used to be so capable and now im anything but,. I don't know if its the meds or the actual disorder. Keep strong though, eventually we should make it through. someday...somehow...

Sometimes, being obsessive -like finish a career - had helped me. Sometimes not.

Just remember that much of what you feel could, and probably is, due to your mood as determined by BP. Your judgement might be a little cloudy. If it helps at all, try not to trust your feelings, but to rather go with the sensible route.

If time is the issue, take up your subjects when you do have the time. Don't ever think that you cannot do something; if other people were able to then you sure as heck are!

Keep your trust in God. Anything is possible with God. Without Him the road is tough and comes to an abrupt full stop.

My kids has tried a state University and 3 community coolleges and none have panned out. He is on better drugs now and I pray the next time will work. I am afraid if he doesnt have some education uunder him he wont have a chance at a decent job thee rest of his life and just spiral down with this disease. We allready know there will be no kids so a wife will be hard to find this fucking BP is fucking awful I hate it it hate it hate it I d rather be dead

Oh sweatheart, it ok, to give in, sometimes. If you cant do it then you cant do it, its ok! Next semester WILL be better.
Please dont give up on hope, we always have hope!!!!!
Stay positive...please.
HUGE
hugs
dee