Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

You sound very depressed, hopeless is always the first symptom- how long have you felt down? Is it time to ask your pdoc, if maybe your meds could be adjusted or improved?
Depression sucks the life out of everything we do, try to do and want to to do. Our brains are sick, we have a dis-ease.....
((((BIG HUG)))))
I'm glad you found this site! You are not alone!!! I also want to Remind you - you will smile again! You will pass exams, you will laugh and enjoy again, - its just not today...... : /
Please if you keep suffering, do go to your doc and say I"M SUFFERING!
Sigh.
I knew someone who flunked their real estate exam 5 times before passing it on the 6th.
If you keep trying, you will almost certainly pass, sooner or later.
But whether you decide to try again or whether you decide to go in a different direction, I hope you're feeling happier and more motivated soon.
(((((Hugs)))))
Big hug of comfort for you..xo
Good luck...