I am feeling very angry right now. And in agony. I just had an MRI to see why I am in so much pain. And even though I am in severe pain, I offered to sit at the hospital and wait while my mother’s husband is in emergency surgery because my mother is unable to come up. I was at the hospital getting my MRI done anyway. WHEN I OFFERED, I got screamed that “I don’t like her”. WTH???!! Ummm....I told her I was trying to be NICE (something she doesn’t know anything about). Her reply was “don’t try so hard”. I think I will take her advice. I love my mother despite the way she treats me, but she really needs to think about what will happen if her husband dies before she does. I cannot and will not take care of her. I know I sound HORRIBLE. I’m sorry if I over shared, but I am just in need of a pep talk.
I'm not sure what's causing it. I'm experiencing extreme fatigue. About a month ago I developed Vertigo. The Vertigo isn't as bad as when it first happened but I haven't felt right since. I've seen my Dr. and she referred me to a neurologist. I have an appointment with them on September 25th. That's the soonest they could get me in. I know this seems off topic for the Bipolar group...
Does anyone else exercise on a regular basis? I go to the gym about 5 times a week. I have found this greatly improves my mood, gives me energy and reduces my suicidal ideations.