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Last night I was in a particularly emotional mood. I was upset over something that happened and I wanted to talk to my friend.
I saw my friend on skype and immediately called. First words to come out of their mouth was "What? You feel like cutting? Then grab a razor and cut!!!"
Yeah, I'm a cutter, but haven't cut in a few months....and I had no particular urge to cut last night....until I spoke with my friend. I cried....which is not typical of me. He saw that, and I simply said, I have to go and hung up. I cried for a good while after that.
I feel like I can't talk to my "normie" friends about anything b/c they don't understand how things affect me.
I don't know. I guess this is just a rant.
I saw my friend on skype and immediately called. First words to come out of their mouth was "What? You feel like cutting? Then grab a razor and cut!!!"
Yeah, I'm a cutter, but haven't cut in a few months....and I had no particular urge to cut last night....until I spoke with my friend. I cried....which is not typical of me. He saw that, and I simply said, I have to go and hung up. I cried for a good while after that.
I feel like I can't talk to my "normie" friends about anything b/c they don't understand how things affect me.
I don't know. I guess this is just a rant.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
They just came out and said that instead of "hey, what's up?".
Thanks for the new # Ev.
But here I sit thinking about it still this A.M. All I want to do is call or text him and tell him what an asshole he was to me but that will serve little purpose (other than to make me feel better in the short term).
Hope you feel better soon. Hugs xo
The person I spoke to knows me....and has to know that this hurt. Who says something like that?? I don't get it. What did I do??
You are probably right about your friend.. I thought it sounded like someone who is plain pissed off and wants to hurt someone and you showed up.. if they're in the middle of an episode it explains it... I hope the cry helped.. sometimes I find letting things go and having a good cry cathartic..big hug for you