Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I dont know myself anymore. Whats wrong with me? I try to be smart, I try to be strong. I try so hard to be prefect for my brothers and sister but more mostly my adopted dad. All i do is ruin everything. I know this is just probably more drama for everyone to hear. (I'm sorry if that is so) well let me just start from the beggining.
about almost 3 weeks ago my dad put me on birth control for my hormones and help more of my mood swings but it did the total oppisit. i been on my menstrual cycle for almost 3 weeks its horrorible. I been getting so angry at the littlest things. im so touchy and overwelmed. My moods and emotions are all over the place. Im having a hard time remembering things that just happened. i try to to use my coping skills but all that just makes it all worst. so now today i refused to take any of my medicine now all i feel is sad. the stupidest part is no one even listens to me. it tell them how i feel, they all say get over it, your fine, or they memic me, or just plain out ignore me. its killing me. no one listen. no one real sees the pain. no one hears me cry or scream. i get yelled for the littlest thing like eating or reading ect... this morning i was about to take the hole bottle of Benadryl and see if anyone would notice but instead i decided to scrach up my arm... i think im going crazy...
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
I would suggest that you call your doctor to discuss what's going on.... What do you mean your dad decided you should be on the pill in regards to hormones?
This should be worked on with medical professionals and preferably a doctor that specializes in psych …….. Big hug sweetie...… There is stability to be had Everlasting...… Don't lose site of that...… Another hug......xo
I read from your profile that you've been in and out of hospitals and you're on "very strong" meds for bipolar. So you've gotten some psychiatric help I can see. But that doesnt mean you're automatically fixed up. It can take lots of tries with many different meds or combinations of meds to get them right but you can and will feel better. Stopping all your meds, whether they're helping you much or not, will only make you feel worse and it can be dangerous. I know sometimes it feels too hard to go on and the weight of the world is on your shoulders, we've all been there. But we all keep going. Things always get better. You wont always feel like this, I promise.
Message me anytime if you want to talk.
Everlasting is a 16 year old girl and you are a 45 year old man - are you her father?