I told my bf I don't want to be with him again tonight. I hope he takes me serious. He is just too unappreciative of me or anything I do. He doesn't treat me right and I've been wanting to do this for a while. He got mad bc I asked him to get milk then made it a big deal and I got sucked in and tried to solve it and he threw it in my face. He is a liar and wants to make me miserable. I told him I don't need his abuse. I am done I am free and I don't want to be with him anymore. I am going to trust my gut. Maybe one day someone will treat me right. Maybe one day someone now will want to marry me and I won't be in so much pain from him and his family.mi am not going to cave and apologize I am not going to listen to anyone but me. I don't care what they say I am standing my ground at am independent I don't care what my aunt or anyone thinks. This is my life.  I am not going to be hurt by him anymore. Now maybe one day a man will treat me right take me out to dinner buy me Christmas presents and love me for being bipolar and not throw it in my face and tell me I am being bipolar when I am being honest.  I need some encouragement. I can't do this alone and I don't have anyone on my side except my friend Becke.  I am not going to cave bc I am afraid of being alone. I can be alone! I am happier alone. I am an independent woman.