Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
You sound a little stuck in a rut. I'm sorry you feel unappreciated and somehow left behind by your childhood.
We never, ever have to stop learning. Why not take some classes at your local community college? Many of them are held in the evening so it would give you a nice break from the usual routine. Or you could join a crafting class -- scrapbooking, sewing, etc.
Do something wonderful and caring for you!!