Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Now I still think about it all the time, but I no longer use it as a solution. And when I do start thinking of using (doing) it...I run to a psych hospital.
You are not alone.
Thanks for the comments