this is a hard time of year for me:
i got married in December of 1995. My marriage ended in divorce because he cheated on me.
I had a tubal pregnancy right after I was married, also in December
I lost two grandparents in December.
I have a very emotionally abusive family and it just seems like the whole world is happy.
Plus this year I ha NO money. I can’t do anything for anyone this year. It makes me feel bad because I love doing things for people.
I just got out of the hospital. It is my first full day out since my best friend died. They added some more meds I wasn’t to crazy about that but I don’t think I’m thinking right I’m so damn angry it’s not funny. I’m so pissed people are celebrating when my friend just died. I just want the world to stop. I stopped by to see how her husband was doing and that wasn’t a good idea....
I'm finally leaving my abusive family and the ridiculous man who just won't leave me alone! Going where I belong. I have two job interviews and an appointment to see an apartment on the 28th and I couldn't be more excited! Yes I'm taking you guys with me lol!!