i never really posted in this group before. i have very bad bipolar and deep mood swings. i take a very strong dose of medicine for it. but i hate taking meds. and i personally think im crazy and i over react everything but im not trying to. there's to much on my plate and stuff keeps adding. i get very depressed at times and other time im over extremely happy. my moods change so fast that no one know really how i feel. but alot of the time i have so many emotion i feel at one time so that its very overwelming and stressful. every once in a while i feel nothing its like im blank and i just cant think and i forget what i was doing. i dont know if thats all bipolar but most of it is. i dont know how to contain it or how to fix it. i dont know if anyone has ever had the same problem. i dont know what to do with all my probems..
bleh. I had to use my bosses Apple today. haha. I have been a Windows person my whole life. Macs frustrate me. I never understand why people think they are more simple. Different key combinations etc. Annoying. I have to do complex work already, and my speed was hampered by my bosses funky touch pad (instead of a normal mouse). Then he got his Apple mouse working....also not a standard mouse....
when I’m über stressed I cuddle the dogs. My moms oldest dog is the best. If you sit in the floor he will sit in your lap and let you cuddle him. And he’s 70lbs! My own pup hates being held and cuddled unless she initiates. She’s a bit like a cat in That way