I knew this medication change would go badly!  I'm out of my new medication.  I've called my psychiatric person twice.  she said she would send a perscription order to the pharmacy but when I called the rx this morning, they said no perscription sent in for me.  She gave me samples to start with.

I don't want to get smacked in the face with depression, again.  What can I do besides take my medication because I don't have it, so I can stay sane.  I've already called my person as I said so that's not an option. 

This is one of the many reasons I hate being alive!  My life hangs in the balance and noone will help me.  I know my person has other clients and is busy but I need help, too.

It was just like when I was a kid.  Everybody else's problems are more important than mine.  Maybe this is the thing that will push me over the edge and I kill myself.  I don't why I've stayed around this long.  Nobody really cares about me.  They just care about what I can do for them.  Maybe death would be best for me.  I'm just taking up space.