Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
It's 2:40 am, and my singular position in life is making me ponder deeply. John Nash, though schizophrenic, is one of the most brilliant minds in the world.
I deeply want to be a great thinker of the world, and to achieve the status of one. But when people go by track records and current achievements, I am a jobless unfocused man with big words and no action to show for it. And at the moment it true, I have nothing. I'm just a loser who spends too much time on the internet talking. But the proof will come in the performance.
I am bombarded with criticism and doubt from all sides. My friends and enemies both, the difference being that my enemies will throw it in my face like fecal matter and my friends break it like bad news.
I will beat the odds, because I am told I won't. Tenacity is a shining feature of mine.
Some I suppose may complain that this should be a journal entry, but I say this is important for all of my Daily strength Brethren and Sisters to read and think on, because someone out there might relate. That is the reason to be here. to relate. If no where else in the world, I can still come log onto DS and see plethora of people with the same screws rattling around in there minds come together and love one another, hate one another, bicker, fight, make up. laugh and cry. I've made many friends... some turned sour, some got stronger. In the end I decided that friends list or not, anyone of you are given my permission to call me friend even those who think I'm filth now.
Just imagine a Psychiatrist that understands....
I deeply want to be a great thinker of the world, and to achieve the status of one. But when people go by track records and current achievements, I am a jobless unfocused man with big words and no action to show for it. And at the moment it true, I have nothing. I'm just a loser who spends too much time on the internet talking. But the proof will come in the performance.
I am bombarded with criticism and doubt from all sides. My friends and enemies both, the difference being that my enemies will throw it in my face like fecal matter and my friends break it like bad news.
I will beat the odds, because I am told I won't. Tenacity is a shining feature of mine.
Some I suppose may complain that this should be a journal entry, but I say this is important for all of my Daily strength Brethren and Sisters to read and think on, because someone out there might relate. That is the reason to be here. to relate. If no where else in the world, I can still come log onto DS and see plethora of people with the same screws rattling around in there minds come together and love one another, hate one another, bicker, fight, make up. laugh and cry. I've made many friends... some turned sour, some got stronger. In the end I decided that friends list or not, anyone of you are given my permission to call me friend even those who think I'm filth now.
Just imagine a Psychiatrist that understands....
*goes back to being dysphoric*
pfffffffft.
My observation of you is a deep thinker with well thought out idea, presented in a rational, reasonable and coherent manner, without spike or intent to do harm. Your tenacious nature definately shines thru in your ability to bounce back from the lows and swings life is throwing at you, and your ability to turn them into creative expressions thru your art. I think without a doubt you can achieve the goals you've set, and will make an excellent healer. But, hey, that's just my opinion ;-)