Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I'm sorry if that's not helpful.
Oh btw, I mean legal, prescription pain medication. Not illegal ones. If you tell your doctor you are hurting like a MoFo, they will sometimes prescribe some for you during your recovery. I had lots of chronic pain and my doc gave me prescriptions until I lost my job and my insurance. Now I have nothing.