Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
So...tonight I fell off from a machine, hit the back of my head on the wall and landed on the floor (hard) on my side. Luckily there was only one other person nearby. She missed the action but saw me on the floor bawling. She went and got the manager. I was off the floor by then. When I ended up on the floor, I knew it was going to hurt to get up by my hands and knees. I was still crying...out of embarrassment, out of anger...I mean here I am, barely able to walk, still making an effort and THAT happens. I told the manager that I was going to give up and cancel my membership. She said "no you ARE not"!!!
It is true. I want to give up. Several times a day I think about how easy it would be to end it. But there is still this little wheel in my brain that makes me keep trying. I've been doing a lot of praying and reading the bible. That and you guys are my saving graces!!!!!
On a happier note....I got a temp job starting Monday. I may also be getting a few more offers and I still have two interviews tomorrow.
Enough of my ramblings. Thank ALL OF YOU for the support!!!!
It is true. I want to give up. Several times a day I think about how easy it would be to end it. But there is still this little wheel in my brain that makes me keep trying. I've been doing a lot of praying and reading the bible. That and you guys are my saving graces!!!!!
On a happier note....I got a temp job starting Monday. I may also be getting a few more offers and I still have two interviews tomorrow.
Enough of my ramblings. Thank ALL OF YOU for the support!!!!
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One day runs into the next I can't seem to keep them straightBut i do know it's Tuesday and I start to clean my landord's place again so it'll keep me going although I take breaks more often nowHe doesn't mind and I gwt it doneI hope that you have a good day and can get done what you need toBig hugz sent..Xo
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Good day to everyone...Well sort of day...I'm still waiting to sleepI think I will soonI got a few things done yesterday...Pushing through and I hope to do the same todayI've been low so everything at this point is one big effortHopefully that will change before longSending hugs...Have a good day!...xo
Sorry to hear about that mishap at the gym. I got into a "mini-accident" earlier this year, when I fell in my house.
Blessings.
Good luck with the new temp job and the interviews. I'm sure you will find the right job at the right time.