Anyone else can’t do the grocery store? Normally I love the weekly trip so I can but my goodies but today I was so anxious with people all over the place. And in the deli line this older lady was walking real close to me waving her ticket around because she couldn’t see the current number. My anxiety is getting worse with age!
The only person in my life works constantly, whereas I am in a chronic pain/bipolar crisis constantly. I am not allowed to cry and I get talked at in the same matter as someone who you know is mindlessing annoying. I do not know how much longer I can survive like this. The pain is relentless. I need surgery, yet cant get it. I am alone screaming in bed all day. I do jot want this life
It's a lovely sunny day that's great for a walk but my chronic kidney disease or CKD has depleted my energy today and I am barely able to get out of bed. I walk on a cane because of it because usually I can push through with 40% kidney function and therefore only 40% oxygen in my blood for energy. But about once a month or so willpower can't push through and neuropathy pain is high, too. It...