Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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I was having a good day...playing with my sewing machine life was good.
Then it happened I started to think too much about all the coulds , woulda, shoulda....and you know what they say don't should on yourself.
WEll I am did and have been and my evening has totally sucked. Will is still undergoing treatment and it's taken it's toll on not only him but me too....trying to always be the strong one here, the positive one can totally stress out anybody!!
I'm crying uncontrollably, confused and feeling pretty rough atm......don't know what to do but ride it all out, I know it will pass just not soon enough.
I am trying to remember all the things I have to be grateful for.....but right now that just isn't good enough, it's not enough to turn how I am feeling around. I am tired of pushing myself...and I think I am cracking a bit here...well more than a bit. Took some extra klonopin because being this upset isn't healthy at all.
Thanks for reading....hope you all have a better night than me.
Then it happened I started to think too much about all the coulds , woulda, shoulda....and you know what they say don't should on yourself.
WEll I am did and have been and my evening has totally sucked. Will is still undergoing treatment and it's taken it's toll on not only him but me too....trying to always be the strong one here, the positive one can totally stress out anybody!!
I'm crying uncontrollably, confused and feeling pretty rough atm......don't know what to do but ride it all out, I know it will pass just not soon enough.
I am trying to remember all the things I have to be grateful for.....but right now that just isn't good enough, it's not enough to turn how I am feeling around. I am tired of pushing myself...and I think I am cracking a bit here...well more than a bit. Took some extra klonopin because being this upset isn't healthy at all.
Thanks for reading....hope you all have a better night than me.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
I fall into the
Shoudda Woudda Coudda's a lot.
I realize it doesn't help my mental health, but sometimes it's just there .
Be well my friend, you have a lot going on
I hope you find some time to be good to yourself. Feel better soon. Hugs.
I've been really low for a couple of days revisiting a lot of the past as well ..
I hope the benzo helped you to get a good rest
I hope it will pass quickly...xoxo
I wish I could take a knife to shoulda, coulda and woulda!Splay them open....see how empty they are.
send those accusing taunts to their grave forever. ...let them sleep in their disgrace, for all the pain they have brought.
Tatts. I hope you feel better today. walk on. (hugs)
I know doing that to myself get ya know where but feeling badly...other things are going on too that I had to post about because if this day gets much worse I'm crawling under a rock!!
It is getting better now.....of course I am getting distracted by my teen son acting like a total asshat today so that is helping some!