Aww Zany girl, I am sorry you are in so much pain. It is easier to sleep when we feel that bad. I hope you feel better soon.

I took my son with me to work today so he could help install some equipt. for a client. The economy is so tight right now that my three older sons are begging me for work, haha. The problem is that although it helps them, it takes away from my income and we all live in the same house. Ugh!!

We had to put Mollie to sleep the other day because she was just not doing well. It is taking some getting used to. I still think I hear her barking.

I am going to try to finish a watercolor in a bit as I start a new one tomorrow with my neighbor.

Thinking of you and sending healing thoughts sweetie. xo

I am working. I am so tired of dealing with whiney ass patients who don't want to do anything to help themselves.

I am also tired of dealing with co-workers who can't seem to pull their head's out of their asses.

Yes bitch switch has been flipped and I have had a headache for the last 5 days.

Okay bitch over

Hope everyone has a good day!!

Barnacles

I am getting my life back. I think it's the Seroquel XR. The final drug in the cocktail I needed. I got my hair cut for the first time in a year. And I had dreads cause my hair is curly. I'm going to shave my legs today for the first time in a week. And my woman, Oprah, just came out with her MAKEOVER issue. That was a sign to me that it's time to start anew. Going to really get they gym thing going again. Reconnect with old friends, especially my beloved best friend, Debbi. She's only 24 but she's an old soul. She had it so rough growing up and here she is, more mature than most 50 year olds I know. I will just knock on wood and cross my fingers that things keep looking up. I was so depressed for so long.

Damn You QU, come in here with a word like that and make me laugh. No fair. LOL

Well, hell, Soss at least he made you laugh!! LOL!

I'm prepping for a visit to my sissy's house. It's been voted that I'd be better in the safety of her company rather than the negativity of my pathetic, sorry excuse, bad tempered grandparents who clearly don't want me here and make it a point to tell each other that just loud enough that they know I heard them. Hmmmmmmmmm how long do old people live????

Yeah but I was trying to keep my bitch face on and then he comes in.

K, moment for laughter over; bring back on bitch face lol >:-( Hey, that's the best "bitch face" I could come up with!!

Pretty accurate..LOL

nah i took my walk to the mail box and got over it. Just back to counting down the minutes to leave this hell.

Morning..I'm feeling quite exuberant & cheerful. Long May It Last :) x I hope you get some relief soon, Zany xx

I hope you get to leave that hell hole soon girl!! Life is hell enough without having to be in a hell hole. Just think, it's a paycheck =D

Thanks for the post Chelle.
Everything here is ok. I think Im losing weight from dodging bullets.

Today, as things in my life begin improving, one thing nags at me and has always bugged me. Anyone on this board who knows me knows I am blunt, honest, stubborn and sometimes tender. What I don't understand are those who are nice to your face and then stab you in the back. It's a woman thing. Men don't do it. But I've grown tired of other women's games. No wonder men are so confounded by us. My husband wasn't by me because I was myself from day one. And it feels good, no drama, no masks and no lies. Women could learn a lot from straight men. But I will be looking for a new job soon in the medical field and though I loved my prior coworkers dearly enough that I still see them from time to time (sans OFFICE MANAGER FROM HELL-SUCUBUS), we still would get into it. My best friend Debbi, was also my teammate. We were always blunt with one another. We hated that these much older women behaved as if in high school again. Gossip and run to the doc to squeal on us for making the schedule too heavy. Stuff like that. So women, please take a clue from men. They are very honest and there is no back stabbing. WHOO. Got that off my chest. PEACE.

I'm waiting anxiously for the sadness to lift enough that I can make it through one day without thinking that the clowd of black is all there is ever going to be.

I am pleased that you are feeling so good, Lou. I hope it keeps up for you!! Smooches.

Precious.......I hope the black cloud moves on and leaves you to face the warm sunshine soon!! Smooches to you too.