Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
It happens ever month when I start to pms.......the anxiety, feeling spacey or fuzzy headed, jumbled thoughts, just can't think too straight ya know? The pdoc told me it was PMDD...yay! sigh
It's a scary feeling and very upsetting to say the least, I cry alot too over what seems to be nothing or everything I feel scared because of the way my head feels and don't like the feeling at all. Scared enough to want to call the doctor and beg him to find something that will fix it, I feel like I am under water, is the best way to describe it I guess. I can't seem to control it....no amount of anxiety medicine seems to help with the extreme anxiety/fear that I feel.....it overwhelms me and I hate it. I don't want to have to deal with anyone around this time because it feel like I am fucked up on some sort of drug and it makes me so self conscious. I know it will pass....only to come back around next month though. Sigh.
It's a scary feeling and very upsetting to say the least, I cry alot too over what seems to be nothing or everything I feel scared because of the way my head feels and don't like the feeling at all. Scared enough to want to call the doctor and beg him to find something that will fix it, I feel like I am under water, is the best way to describe it I guess. I can't seem to control it....no amount of anxiety medicine seems to help with the extreme anxiety/fear that I feel.....it overwhelms me and I hate it. I don't want to have to deal with anyone around this time because it feel like I am fucked up on some sort of drug and it makes me so self conscious. I know it will pass....only to come back around next month though. Sigh.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Yeah that is what I keep telling myself it will pass, it will pass. But the waiting is definitely the hardest part......ox
Though if it get much worse than this I may not have a choice!
The pdoc told me to take 4 flaxseed oil pills a day and a good vit with extra B's, which I do but it doesn't seem to do a heck of alot of good. I just muster through, but man is this difficult!
I hope that it get's better for you, and it is good that you know this will pass, but going thru it has to be so hard.
HUGS.
Hope everyone is having a good day...:-)