both real and Cyber. A bunch think I'm a creep anyway so the rest of you might as well fuck off too. I fail at everything so you can count on that too. I don't think I have a SINGLE FUCKING FRIEND from the beginning from my start at DS. I am BANNED from the bpradio show, which I counted the host as a brother, only for accusation to hit me at my low, and no matter how much better I feel, that is still hurting!! I'm sick of how I can't every GET THIS LIFE RIGHT!!! JUST FUCK IT ALL!!!!!
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