My evey action and every mood, I feel, is so focused in on. Am I being supported? Or am I worried over? Or both? Everyone is so concerned over what I do and over how everything will affect me. I understand that the smallest thing can be over exaggerated in my mind, and it then triggers my symptoms and characteristics that are not really how I see things nor how I truly feel about that given situation. Every episode and every symptom takes me back to the beginning, they tear down the progress I've made and the things that I worked so hard to rebuild. And as a result, people make up their own theories over what really triggered me. None of them are ever accurate, at least not according to my own perception, the one I have when I'm stable, the true person inside of me, separate from bipolar. How am I ever going to gain independence with everyone watching me so closely? Any comments? -offbalance
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