I'm an idiot. I posted George Carlin's 7 words you can't say on TV on a message board I love -as a tribute to Carlin--but the site owners didn't like my tribute and they suspended me! It's not like no one uses swear words on the site--they do. I think what makes me angry is that I do a lot of volunteer work for the site. I devote hours to the site daily. I'm hurt because instead of just telling me that my tribute was unacceptable they completely banned me from the website until further notice. No email or anything--I went to sign in and got a little blurb on the sign in page saying I'm suspended for "potty mouth" and to email the admin. I emailed and haven't heard anything.

I'm depressed about this. It shouldn't matter that much to me, but apparently it does. I absolutely feel singled out. I've seen people call each other horrible names and no consequences. I feel my punishment was harsh--and ironic--posting a rant about censorship and then getting censored.

I'm seriously thinking about, once my suspension is over, pulling all my money I've got invested in the website, then just closing my account. I guess it will depend on how long I'm suspended.

Anyway, I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.