Last night I realized I was mentally very restless heading towards mania. I was up late and looking on-line for any support I could find. I almost applied to a Asexual dating service. For I would like romance but nothing more. I haven't had romance in a long long time and I think I would like it. So I sort of frantically kept trying to look at different sites and determine the best course of action. And then I realized that no action is an action. In other words, I don't have to act on those feelings,however great they may be at times, I don't have to feel desperate or forsaken. So I closed my I-pad and went to sleep in less than 2 minutes. Thank you Father for always being with me in good times, in bad times. In great suffering I am able to hear your still quiet voice calming me down and being with me in this journey. I pray for Everone in this group that they too may find peace and that still quiet place and in that they may feel safe and at home. In Jesus name we who stand together agree. Amen.