I can't calm the f down. It just keeps getting worse. I just want to settle down so I can stop annoying my roommates. I want to stop going a mile a minute. I'm getting annoyed with myself. It all just feels uncomfortable. I'm getting obsessed with my eating again. I can't even focus on my homework. Usually I get really productive when I'm hypomanic but I guess its past that now. I can't focus. I can't sit still. I really feel like I'm going crazy. I just want to calm the fuck down.
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