Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

It takes so much to just get in the shower, and take out my dog, and get in my car and drive to school or work. By the time I'm in class, I'm exhausted because I just used up the energy I had to get here. My affect is flat, and I can't participate, and my professors think that I'm just bored or disengaged.
I wish I could tell them that I'm exhausted. Exhausted from fighting most of my life to not let this disorder take more from me than it already has. I wish I could say, "Hey, I have bipolar disorder, and I'm not sleeping well, but I'm here. I made it to class." I don't want a pat on the back, or praise. I just want them to understand the strength, effort, and weekly sessions with my psychiatrist & my therapist I need to just be caught up with everyone else.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

College is hard, I spent 12 years in University and had BiPolar at the same time and was married and had a child and worked for most of it. Its hard. You don't have to finish the class load on everyone else's terms, sometimes slowing down a bit can help.
But talking to your advisor and seeing if there is a different education plan you can take that has an Individualized Education Plan to fit your needs, you might be able to find things a bit easier.
Take care,
kat
Meanwhile. . . That doesn't soften your personal realities a bit. Gentle support while you work it through. It's hard, but it's worth the effort.
So, time to revisit this with your pdoc. School might be too hard with your mental state. I have done a lot of school, and it gives me energy when I am depressed.
Do talk to Student Services,and let them know you are ill. You might qualify for some kind of help or intervention, under various disability acts. II had to use my disability this year, because I couldn't write the 3 hour final. I was allowed to use my computer, and get an extra 1 1/2 hours to finish the exam, which I needed. That is just an example, I am quite sure being bipolar would qualify for something.
Are you on meds? Have you discussed this issue with your psychiatrist? What are they doing to adjust your meds?
The meds make me tired somewhat as well however if you can barely function without feeling exhaustion I think that your doctor should know about it.....
Big hug......xo