Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I don't know how much more I can take this disorder. It's destroying me. It's ruined my mind, my body and my life. I'm scared all the time. I feel guilt over many things. I feel like a failure. I have memory problems and cry a lot.
It's hard for me to move and experience constant fatigue. I have trouble sleeping.
I don't want to the hospital because they don't have pyche wards in them. The one hospital that has a psych ward, doesn't do much to really get in to find out what's wrong with you. They are helpful in other ways.
I don't want to take my own life because I don't want to leave my son.
I just want some real treatment that works. I don't want to go through trial and error, again. We can put men on the moon but they don't know everything about the brain and how it works. It's so unfair. I'm tired of suffering.
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In all it's splendid colour!!I'm up for a very short time I hope...It's too early for me but I always seem to have these early awake times where I'm not quite ready to get upAnother chore day for me as I didn't get done all I wanted to yestetdayI hope that your day is blessed...xo
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Mom and I have errands to run this morning. She said we can get sushi for lunch though. I go back to work today. What are you looking forward to this weekend?
To explain how I feel. My life has been very difficult. I've been through many traumatic experiences so now I just automatically assume more traumatic things will happen to me. I'm so scared all the time. I also figure that many of experiences are my fault.. Other people were involved but I should of done things differently. I'm lonely because I 'm not good at making friends. I live with my adult son and my brother and his family live nearby. I go out for walks with my son sometimes. Pretty much everything else cost money and we're poor.
Life is very rough for me.
We know you've had your share of experiences with your own wife, and together we hope you do feel better Jen...
Remember Rome wasn't built in a single day... We've, already in the known, therefore, Jen-tleness goes a long way...
It's cold and wet outside, warmest wishes to you at this time.
Thank you for the input my friends.