Is it possible to emotionless even if you had a burst of emotions a few days ago? I am scared I have lost all of my emotions and compassion. Could my Meds be doing this to me?
In fights recently my fiance kept saying how I did not care about her feelings anymore. I do care, but I guess I am not showing it?
I go to my Psych on Friday oct. 1st.. I am not balanced by no means, but cold on the other hand maybe.
"I used to be ecstatic, Now if you look through my eyes, all you'd see is static. I don't mean to sound dramatic." - How to luv me, Ryan Caraveo
I am bipolar was locked up in apartment about a year with COVID. Began drinking large amounts of water due to lithium, boredom and a anxiety. I have been diagnostic with pilydipsia. I am looking for any help on coping with this. I have found no support groups. I am a prisoner in my house.
I got 6.5km walked today but I was in intense neuropathy pain from chronic kidney disease from PTSD meds, the kind of pain you pass out from. I've collapsed 5 times in the last decade resulting each time in ambulance & hospital, so it scared me to be alone in my Mexican city downtown where I've retired since May in such bad shape tonight. I made it home, but I hope this pain stops. I'm...