Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Hi everyone ! How are you all doing?
Just want to apologize for the way I reacted to another user on DS last time I posted a topic about drug abuse. I was completely irrational and defensive, you know who you are. I'm sorry.
Update as of today- I am clean, (swear to GOD never looking back, I know they all say that but I'm f'n serious. You cant IMAGINE what those withdrawals were like.)
But during the midst of trying to get my act together as far as substance abuse, I dropped out of BP treatment. No meds. No therapy. Nothing. I am getting back in, (made the phone call today, waiting for them to call me back) but I NEED bipolar meds. I am mixed types bipolar and I find that its difficult to treat. My previous pdocs I've told I dont want to gain ANY weight with medication and I'm thinking most of them that is the side effect?
What do some of you recommend I request or ask about? I know they should know and do their job but weight gain is a very big NO for me and I'm thinking my options are limited then. HELP. I need the right meds. Havent been on any BP meds yet! Just Nuerontin, Buspar for my anxiety, Zoloft for my PMDD and then on my last visit to the pdoc, he perscribed me a Beta Blocker? SMH... as you can see I am in need of a new PDOC. Hoping for a good turn out with this one!
Just want to apologize for the way I reacted to another user on DS last time I posted a topic about drug abuse. I was completely irrational and defensive, you know who you are. I'm sorry.
Update as of today- I am clean, (swear to GOD never looking back, I know they all say that but I'm f'n serious. You cant IMAGINE what those withdrawals were like.)
But during the midst of trying to get my act together as far as substance abuse, I dropped out of BP treatment. No meds. No therapy. Nothing. I am getting back in, (made the phone call today, waiting for them to call me back) but I NEED bipolar meds. I am mixed types bipolar and I find that its difficult to treat. My previous pdocs I've told I dont want to gain ANY weight with medication and I'm thinking most of them that is the side effect?
What do some of you recommend I request or ask about? I know they should know and do their job but weight gain is a very big NO for me and I'm thinking my options are limited then. HELP. I need the right meds. Havent been on any BP meds yet! Just Nuerontin, Buspar for my anxiety, Zoloft for my PMDD and then on my last visit to the pdoc, he perscribed me a Beta Blocker? SMH... as you can see I am in need of a new PDOC. Hoping for a good turn out with this one!
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Illicit drugs and bp are a no no.
There, you've been told.