it can work like that

why don't you have meds, hugs T

WOW not only do you resemble the child in the looks department but in attitude (not a bad thing perse) and how you both cope with this tho she no longer drinks much just smokes weed.

When I was younger I drank alot and still do knock back some rum on occassion tho less no was am medicated so have to be careful.

Depending upon how my mood is before I take even the first sip is usually a good indicator how my night will play out. If I am in a piss poor mood I seriously shouldnt even take the first sip but if the mood is good then the mood usually stays good thruout the night tho it has been known to backfire on me of course

@ Veryblue I'm not sure yet but my question would likely be answered at my next doc visit.

@SomeonesBtch I'm quite a party girl and go out much of the week with my friends. It's the only thing to look forward to much of the week night. That or an occasional date...But as long as I have a few drink I'm ok. It's just last night for example I was very emotional after about maybe four mojitos and a sot of jager (light weight).

Didn't have my way and got to see the guy I kind of have interest in or my friends who had spent time without me and had to resort to hanging out with my parents and getting i nto an argument with my stepdad.

As for the mood thing, i find it backfire on me too which is also a pain in the ass. But it's also backfired in a good way too. But that's rare.

Hangovers are the worst though. OMG!!! It's like waiting to die.

I always tried to drink to the exact point where I am funny, happy, manic, and then planned to stop drinking at that point. The problem for me is I always overshot that perfect point to where I now am sloppy drunk ready to passout.

Hangovers hahaha, use the ol' water trick. Prior to going to sleep or passing out drink a tall glass of water.

Again best cure for hangovers is Menudo - mexican soup which is now thankfully comes in can version sold at most major grocery stores thruout the US the stuff will take hangover away immediately I guarantee it

Solely you sound a lot like me when I was off of my meds last year. I was drinking to cover up the pain. Depending on the company, which was rare, I usually became depressed. So depressed that I often thought of suicide and self injury. I would drink and drive. Make stupid decisions, and made very very poor choices especially when it came to men. I was drinking as a way to take away the pain and misery and to stop the racing thoughts. It didn't help. Now that I am back on meds, I rarely have the urge to drink. I look back on those days and realize how lucky I am that I did not hurtmyself or kill someone else. All I can suggest is to stop drinking and go back on medication. I wish I could take alot of things back when I was drinking and now I cannot. The drinking can definitely make the mood swings a whole lot worse.