My boyfriend and I got into a huge fight tonight. He is not talking to me. He seems unphased. He makes me feel like it's all my fault. Like I should apologize. I was upset and mad before the fight. I went to the store and bought dinner. I didn't feel like cooking. I forgot the sugar. I asked him if he would go get some. I was in a bad mood, very upset. But I had to go get some. We had nothing to drink. But he was fine with water. I came home there was a big spider in our apartment hallway. I called him so I could watch it. I don't like spiders. He acted like it was stupid for him to have to kill it. He was really mean to me in the hallway. I don't even think he killed it. He left the paper and the spider in the hallway. I was floored. He acted like I am the problem. He started bumping up to me like he was going to hit me. I hit him. I was so mad. He got in my face yelling at me for thirty minutes. He made dinner for only himself. I had to make my own. I wanted to move on, move out, go out with someone new. He tortures me. I stressed over him for hours while he was unphased. He is now as I am writing this he came up behind me and held me laughing. I can't do this anymore. I want to leave him.