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Don't even know where to begin.....been a rough week with back pain. Pain is gone now and so are any "good" thoughts. I find life quite boring even though I've been doing my knitting.
It's harder and harder for me to get out..I'm becoming afraid to drive out of the town I live in....now that has become a push, one more thing I have to push myself to do, everything seems like such work and I am tired.
I really want to die right now....I can't stop thinking of how badly I just don't want to be here. I don't understand how I can be so happy one moment....and within the hour wish I were dead?? Things aren't making sense to me right now......I'm so tired guys and just don't feel that I'm supposed to be here.
It's harder and harder for me to get out..I'm becoming afraid to drive out of the town I live in....now that has become a push, one more thing I have to push myself to do, everything seems like such work and I am tired.
I really want to die right now....I can't stop thinking of how badly I just don't want to be here. I don't understand how I can be so happy one moment....and within the hour wish I were dead?? Things aren't making sense to me right now......I'm so tired guys and just don't feel that I'm supposed to be here.
I'm glad you are not alone tonight. As much as I hate to admit it, a really Good night's sleep (and preferably more than One night) will give your mind and body a Break, so I hope you are planning on that, rather than staying up late worrying or thinking (which is something "I" do, so I Know it happens).
I'm glad the back pain is gone. This part of your life, when everything is hard and stressful, will Not last forever, but we all know how hard it is to see down the road.
Knitting is great, and you're making some Cool things, but it's not going to fix things. And new meds may help, but even they will not Change what is going on.
I know you need a Break, but not anything drastic!! (things that involve weapons, ropes or aliens - okay??)
I'm hearing ya a little close right now, because I'm feeling awfully backed into a corner myself atm - I'll be watching, and praying for you.
It works like a charm for me
Sending hugs
dd
xx
Deb i love you like a sister, you are an incredible women. This is just hormones talking. You WILL get over this , this WILL pass.
loves & hugs
dee