I know this is going to sound completely stupid. I am thinking about suicide today but I don't feel hopeless. For the record I have BP1 mixed episodes, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder. I know I won't even try anything, but does the fact it keeps entering my mind mean something? Yes I am down today, I am angry today, I am tired today but I ain't hopeless today. Is it unhealthy to allow myself to continue thinking this way? Or is it like a fantasy?
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