Do you ever worry you are going to end up alone forever? I know I am only 19 but I have so many relationship issues. I have never been in a real relationship that was about anything besides the physical stuff. I dated one guy who I really liked and it seriously freaked me out. I worry I am going to sabotage myself. Deep down I really don't believe I deserve a guy who loves me and cares about me. I always settle for something meaningless with someone completely wrong for me. And then even if I find someone what is he going to think about my bipolar? my eating issues? my scars? I have a lot of baggage.
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