I've already had hallucinations, spent consecutive nights without sleeping just thinking of a guy I met. In the last night I started to walk in my building and I was sure he was waiting for me in somewhere of my building. I started to look for him, opening doors until I got tired to look and went to university, in the morning (I wanted to sleep but had no guts). After that I got really embarassed but I thought I shouldn't worry about. The thing is that this already happened years before but it was not so strong. I met someone and I was sure this person wanted to date me. I started to see colours more strongly. Very strange. I even thought someone could have given me drugs or sth but that is impossible cause I rarely eat or drink things outside home. During my entire life my mood was like changing. Specially when I am tired of working I get really excited for no reason and start to speak loudly, kind of lose control of my emotions. Has anyone experienced sth similar? Do I have BP?
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