Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
CRASH!
Today, I'm doing horribly. There's no rhyme or reason to it;. I've got the same stressors as always....a little less than the past few weeks even. I'm not myself.
There are 2 people in the world that I talk to regularly. Normally it wouldn't matter what mood I was in. I would tell them everything I could. I just can't do it today. There's nothing to tell. I'm just......I don't know. I'm just......here.
There is so much wrong with me. That's the problem. So much wrong, and no one can help me. I used to have "friends" on this site. What did I do? Why doesn't anyone but my 2 friends in the world care about me anymore?
Today, I'm doing horribly. There's no rhyme or reason to it;. I've got the same stressors as always....a little less than the past few weeks even. I'm not myself.
There are 2 people in the world that I talk to regularly. Normally it wouldn't matter what mood I was in. I would tell them everything I could. I just can't do it today. There's nothing to tell. I'm just......I don't know. I'm just......here.
There is so much wrong with me. That's the problem. So much wrong, and no one can help me. I used to have "friends" on this site. What did I do? Why doesn't anyone but my 2 friends in the world care about me anymore?
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
You still have friends here on DS...we haven't seen you around much lately, so the board often forgets us , if we don't show our faces...it does NOT mean we don't care !
You know that I have been here on DS a long time , as have you...and you know how quickly the mix of people changes.
Regardless, you are still a valued person and I am sending you a HUGE HUG..hope you feel better soon sweetie
Sometimes the shit just hits the fan...no rhyme or reason....that's why it 's called a Mood Disorder
It is NOT your fault !
i agree with d. sometimes the shit just hits the fan.
can you find something to take your mind off of the situation? a hot bath or prayers or something else that gives you comfort? sometimes i like to write when i'm really struggling...that's my outlet.
please hang in there. people definitely care, and definitely hate to see someone hurting.
I'm inconsolable. It's one of those days where you think "I'll try this or that" (sleeping, eating, going out, talking, reading, journaling, showering, etc), and it doesn't help. I'm not exaggerating. I've tried all of those things.
I spent probably near 4-5 hours sitting in my car, in parking lots....trying to muster up the will to get out of my car and go into whatever place I was sitting outside of.
I'm crying out now. I come onto DS multiple times, every day. I just gave up on posting. I'll try to be more involved.
I'm not saying "I give up"...not just yet. But, at what point do you get to say that?
I hope tomorrow is a better day.. bless you..x