Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
This thread is a blank space for you to fill with all the things you want to complain about so that you can get them all out of your system and enjoy your day more. Since it's a dedicated space for venting you don't need to feel guilty so just let it out :D
~this is my vent space~
I have choronic lower back pain and it's really getting on my nerves when I simply try to bend to get the clothes from the dryer and there it is keeping me down. It is interfering with everything I do including getting out of bed, or getting up from a chair. I'm worried about how I'll do when it's time for us to move in a few months.
I'm angry at my ex-husband for not handling finances better and being an alcoholic spend thrift who has no conscience. Although he has everything, houses, land, vehicles etc.. he ruined my credit by not paying the bills properly, on purpose, leaving me with a mess to clean up... which is nearly cleaned up... but still, it has taken me longer because of my income. He doesn't care that he left business federal taxes and state taxes on the credit history while he went nuts buying vehicles and other things for himself, besides he already has everything he needs and just wants me to suffer. I was a fool to be a partner with him in business.
I'm frustrated with the cost of living to the hilt. It's so damned stressful and I'm wondering where in the hell the president gets off cutting SS people siting "no cost of living increase".
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~this is my vent space~
I have choronic lower back pain and it's really getting on my nerves when I simply try to bend to get the clothes from the dryer and there it is keeping me down. It is interfering with everything I do including getting out of bed, or getting up from a chair. I'm worried about how I'll do when it's time for us to move in a few months.
I'm angry at my ex-husband for not handling finances better and being an alcoholic spend thrift who has no conscience. Although he has everything, houses, land, vehicles etc.. he ruined my credit by not paying the bills properly, on purpose, leaving me with a mess to clean up... which is nearly cleaned up... but still, it has taken me longer because of my income. He doesn't care that he left business federal taxes and state taxes on the credit history while he went nuts buying vehicles and other things for himself, besides he already has everything he needs and just wants me to suffer. I was a fool to be a partner with him in business.
I'm frustrated with the cost of living to the hilt. It's so damned stressful and I'm wondering where in the hell the president gets off cutting SS people siting "no cost of living increase".
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He did not want me to be exposed to what his family is doing, because he thinks it will come to blows today. So I am here alone, and he is up there alone FIL is a fine Christian man, and he does not deserve for his family to act this way. After he is gone, they can all go to hell.
DDyer, I have a problem with nightmares quite often but they seem to be at bay right now. I hope you can uncover the cause and have good dreams soon.
DD i feel your pain to, they upped my meds, & the nightmares came back, they were actually gone there for awhile & it was so nice.
Suni, im sorry your in pain, that just sucks, being mentally & physically messed up doesnt seem fair.
As for me I FUCKING HATE WHERE I LIVE, (Toronto) like you just have no idea, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel for me, its gonna take a awhile but im finally moving back home to BC.
for myself, i finally got my girlfriend to go to the doctor on friday for the "pain in her leg"...the doc diagnosed a sprained back? gave her pain meds and muscle relaxers. she has decided, on her own, to triple, causing her to sleep around the clock. it was not a good decision, but with her husband in morocco there is nothing i can do.
then i am frustrated by this living situation, living with my gf and her hubby, confined to a room over the garage with my 2 dogs. i get no sunlight, it's hot as hell up here, and i just am not handling it well. but, as i have no job prospects and no money, i have no way of getting out of here.
then there is my son, whom i love dearly, but am not allowed to contact. i am unable to get over grieving for him and i am dying a little more every day.
thanks for giving me this opportunity.
chilvr, I hope you have a fan, if not, that you can get one. It must be miserable up there at times. I'm especially sorry that you aren't able to see your son and I know how you feel somewhat. I don't see my son very often. My ex turned him against me and treats him like his drinking buddy more than like a son. He doesn't give a rats ass for anyone but himself. Never feel like you need to keep things bottled up. Talk to us anytime. There's a whole lot of caring, kind people in this group.
Im real good at complaining, so here goes....My daughter hates me and it's killing me!!!! My heart is shattered in tiny little pieces. The more I dont hear from her, the more worried I get :-( She wants NOTHING to do with me, and wont even bother to tell me why.
And, I am in SOOOOOOOO much fuckin pain, with this nerve damage, it's drivin me crazier than i already am! And I already am pretty whacked, sooo....Right now, shit sucks!!!
Wish there was someway to get through to our kids that mom's love their children so much and how badly it hurts when they treat us disrespectfully. Maybe someday she'll come around and really make a change in her thinking.
Ditto on the "shit sucks" part. But, we can handle this. We're bad asses :)
I think deep down our kid's know what they're doing to us. Atleast to some degree.
I wont hold my breath on her coming around anytime soon. Dont want to get my heart broke all over again.
But you are right, we're totally bad asse's!!!
I am sorry for what everybody else is going through, too. I agree we ARE bad asses. When it's sink or swim, I'm going to try to swim. MK
PS -- They didn't turn the machine off. Just like my husband predicted, it came to fist a cuffs. My poor FIL is dead, and they are too selfish to let him go. It is heartbreaking to us, because we know he has a home waiting for him in heaven. He knew this, too, and would want to go.
Some mother *(*&*^*^^$^%$ hacked my account on maple story that had all my virtal money! Now I can't even get on my account to see what they stole! I'm so pissed. who ever it was they are lucky I can't find them or I'd cut off their &%^%$%^ and shove it up their ass! I payed real money for those mesos and they weren't cheap. All my good equip is gone too. So pissed off right now!
having pizza for supper and not complaining about it til I eat too much.. stay tuned