I barely slept Tuesday night. I was a buzz buzz buzzing. Sigh.That led to me being totally drained last night. So much so that I fell asleep two seconds after lying down. Usually a good thing but I have a paper due in a few hours that I should have been working on last night. Luckily I woke up early enough to do it. Sigh. Pdoc hasn't given me anything else yet. Still thinks she needs to 'get to know what's going on' with me more so she'll know what she's treating. And she did the unthinkable- she implied I'm both bipolar and borderline. I was once again complaining about them not agreeing on a diagnosis and she looked at me very closely and said, "It is possible to have both you know." The way she was watching my reaction made me wonder if perhaps that's what they think.
Anywho, so while my world goes to total shit I'm unmedicated- save the Klonopin and I have to go two weeks without seeing tdoc. I see pdoc again next week though. i was so pissed during our session. Like I knew I had some negative feelings towards her for obvious reasons but I was just so mad at her.
What joys. Sleep when you shouldn't, don't when you should. Let's get this bloody day started, shall we?