For the quick version I went manic on Thur then was taken to ER for overdosing. I was still manic on Friday but also started getting depressed and crying. Sat. was a lost cause because I could not stop crying off and on all day. Yesterday my boyfriend takes me to the hospital and all I feared was I would be admitted. Instead the doctor tells me there are lots of people worse off than me waiting to be admitted somewhere. After some complaints on his part he did give me ativan and told me to take it easy, avoid conflicts, and I got a note for work. I have felt a hundred times better. I have napped a lot but at least I'm not crying. Tomorrow I finally see the psychiatrist and then talk therapy.