I did not like mania. I would either get arrested or hospitalized for a month (or both). When I started using lithium it was like mania got switched off. What a relief. What's your plan? You like mania so much you're wiling to risk your health? Your business...

I hope you're able to sleep kitty..
Maybe talking to your doc about finding that stable in between might benefit you???
I hope the crash will be under control soon....xo

good luck. i hope you sleep. have you klonopin to ease the coming down? i had crash on friday but i take risperdal as soon as i start to feel manic so it doesn.t get out of hand. xanax is good too. try and have chat with pdoc. that might help. my guy was great over the weekend. thinking of you

i get hypomanic and the dangerous part for me is everything i do and see is so believeable-when the mania is over i just hope i didn't wreck my life too much

i am crashing hard tonight cant stop crying very irridable and just blah very tired i hope i sleep tonight now i want this feeling to go away i hate it......

Last time you were around, didn't you start some meds or better meds??? I remember blood work was needed....

Are you still taking them, or have changed? You could call your pdoc, sometimes I leave a message, rather then go in. She tell me an adjustment or call something in. Mine will return a call.... you don't have to suffer a long time....

((((BIG HUG))))) Depression sucks, but will pass! We;re here, real life support groups are great, phone numbers and friends that understand., meds, therapy, DBT, CBT. This is hope, there is a light somewhere!!!!!!

How you feel this minute IS NOT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

Hold on, do something good for yourself, a nap or chocolate!

yes i satrted a new med that was like 6 months ago i may have to go off soon anyway liver enzmes are being eleveated higher now blood work was done thats how i found out. i will get through this it is just hard at the moment i cant stand feeling like this it sucks. i will call doc i go see her next wed anyway of she cant do anything until then. ok thanks for your replies have a good night i am about to "try" to get some sleep after 3 days......

feeling a little better today that was a wild ride that one..........

in a bad place mentally tonight not good at all.........

went to bed last night woke up an hour later to an panic attack sweating like a pig heart racing mind racing cant breath OMG it was bad it took me quite awhile to calm back down again by that time it was time to get up in the am so i stayed up so only got like 1 hour sleep last night. blah i feel like a zombie.