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I hate new years too
Blah blah holidays, it's a difficult time for me. Weeks ago I didn't care, I didn't even want any presents. My mom made me make a list. So then I looked forward to these things. Everyone got me workout stuff because I was working out a month ago and it gave them ideas for gifts for me. However I am not working out anymore. I just wanted skinny jeans and black heels, nope. Oh well.
Later, I took a shower and applied my new bare minerals make up on in front on my sad lamp light box thing. Holy shit my acne is taking over my face. I got so angry looking at my hideous face. Time for a family walk with my mom as the photographer. Yipe.
Next we go to Nonie and poppies house. It's going fine. I give my home made gifts. Then a point my little sister and I made earlier came true. My great aunt and uncle gave everyone chocolates but he gave my stepdads real daughter (my little sister ) and my cousin who is aunt betsys real dollar $50 excluding the four kids that are my stepdads step children. Grace and I both told my mom earlier how this happens every year and she denied it. Well it happened again this year. What? We dont count? We are not considered close enough family to you? We are not as close to your hearts as these two neices? It could have been umbrellas I just don't get the special treatment, it hurts. They did the same thing with my step dads other real daughter but she wasn't with us this Christmas.
And then there's new years. Little old loser me sitting at home alone with nothing to do for the third year in a row, joy.
I hate the holidays.
Sorry there was favoritism at Christmas. That's always so awkward and painful.
I chucked when I read about applying your make-up. (Forgive me.) I say that exact same "Oh shit" phrase when I look in the mirror. I should be way past the acne age!!! I do love Bare Minerals and it does a great job of camouflaging all those imperfections.
New Year's has always been pretty tame for us. I think my hubby and I will be alone this year as all our daughters will be with their "other" families.
Hang in there! You've got 5 great days starting right now!