Please go to emerg.. this sounds like it may be a mixed state.... you could call a crisis centre for someone to talk to..
It sounds to me like this may well need medical intervention...a med tweak could certainly help.. huge hug of comfort for you...x

Just hang on. I've been there, extreme panic attacks. I can only live one day at a time, one moment at a time. Talking to someone who cares or understands is good. Don't believe what your mind is telling you, it's going to get over with. I'm sorry, Hug

Please don't overdose. since you feel like you can't stop yourself, you need to get help right away. call a crisis hotline or go to the ER.

I have had the same anxiety, frozen dread and depression. It can improve, get better. This bipolar is a bitch, but, You don't have to end your life to escape it.

Take care. you are in my prayers.

I just don't feel like I can take this anxiety anymore. I'm so tired of being so full of severe anxiety and it's making me sick. I feel frozen like I can't do anything.

I know it would hurt the one's who love me but I just can't stand suffering anymore.

I feel so confused.

I'm glad you made it through the night, and also have people there who love you. thoughts of my family have saved me more than once.

Ongoing anxiety is horrible. It can get better though. How soon until you can get into your pdoc?

I just saw pdoc and he put me back on Seroquel, but it's not helping like it did before.
I feel so sick. I just don't want to feel like this anymore.

How long on Seraquel? A lot of psych meds aren't effective right away. I know its tough to wait when you're feeling so anxious. I realize its really hard to concentrate when going through a panic attack. I know I'm been there. One of my worst ones was , believe or not at a health food store. Enough on me. How do you feel asking your pdoc to try a new med?

God, I can so relate to your post. Sometimes my anxiety gets as bad as yours. It seems during those times the only relief I can get is to lay down and try to go to sleep, not only can I not sleep 24 hours, most of the time when I try I have to get up because I'm just laying there tossing and turning, literally squirming. I can't take Benzo's anymore because of addiction problems and the fact that I tried to kill myself with them one time. Please don't do that to yourself. Hang in there maybe the Seroquel will start working. The last time I was hospitalized they put me on Geodon and it seems to be working for me. Maybe read up on that if the Seroquel doesn't kick in. Another thing I do is I get busy usually cleaning my house...even if I have to break it down into small manageable steps. I hope you get some relief soon. Take care!