Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

I guess what I'm trying to say is don't give up. We all have shitty days.
Having had stress, horrible bosses, no choices and Depression - I want to point out, it does PASS! Next year, you will have a whole new set of problems!
Sleep is an excellent way, rest, reset and recharge - to climb the next mountain. I know not wanting to wake, but please vent here, hold on here and I am grateful and praying for relief when you do rise, a little break, a noticeable "better" and not "worse".....
Hope you're feeling a bit better soon.
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